Uncategorized: November 2006 Archives

i'm never gonna know you now but i'm gonna love you anyhow i'm never gonna know you now but i'm gonna love you anyhow i'm never gonna know you now but i'm gonna love you anyhow i'm never gonna know you now but i'm gonna love you anyhow i'm never gonna know you now but i'm gonna love you anyhow i'm never gonna know you now but i'm gonna love you anyhow i'm never gonna know you now but i'm gonna love you anyhow i'm never gonna know you now but i'm gonna love you anyhow i'm never gonna know you now but i'm gonna love you anyhow i'm never gonna know you now but i'm gonna love you anyhow i'm never gonna know you now but i'm gonna love you anyhow Yesterday I was in sync with the universe. I felt everything and everyone. It felt good to be. This synergy decreased into the evening, and it's gone completely now. I don't know why yesterday was so much better than today. There is nothing different about today. The only solution is to sleep until tomorrow.

Hey everybody... The Steelers lost. They're done. Get over it. Go out and play. Read a book. Get a job. Just...find something else to obsess yourself with. Please.

RIP Robert Altman :(

so the woman who i would have given the rest of my life to has told me that she does not love me anymore. i guess this calls for a celebration:

she spreads herself wide open to let the insects in she leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been she has the blood of reptile just underneath her skin seeds from a thousand others drip down from within oh my beautiful liar oh my precious whore my disease, my infection i am so impure devils speak of the ways in which she'll manifest angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress* need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness i now know the depths i read are limitless oh my beautiful liar oh my precious whore my disease, my infection i am so impure

i hope you all fucking die. *this line is stupid

i need a bike so i can ride it and smoke cigarettes and listen to warren zevon.

Sunspots cast a glare in my eyes Sometimes I forget I'm alive I feel it coming and I've got to get out of its way I hear it calling and I come cause I can't disobey I should not listen and I shouldn't believe But I do Yes I do She turns me on She makes me real I have to apologize For the way I feel My life, it seems has taken a turn Why in the name of god would I ever want to return? Peel off our skin we're gonna burn what we were to the ground Fuck in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around I wanna kill away the rest of what's left and I do Yes I do And nothing can stop me now There is nothing to fear And everything I'd ever want Is inside of here Now I just stare into the sun And I see everything I've done I think I could have been someone But I can't stop what has begun When everything is said and done And there is no place left to run I think I used to be someone Now I just stare into the sun

how fucking emo.