I hate college
College is overrated bullshit and sometimes I feel I don't belong here. It's Thursday so the drunk people are congregating out in the hallway. And where am I? In here watching Naked Lunch. College is no different than high school. We just live here. The people are stupid, cliquey, obnoxious, and dull. I haven't learned anything. My core classes are irrelevant and most of the teachers are too uninterested to care about what's going on. Who the hell wants to teach a bunch of freshmen when they've written books about shit we'll never be interested in?
The freshmen girls are no different than the twelve-year-olds who hang out at the mall near me. They're bland, immature, flakey, and the fat ones dress too suggestively. Our campus is located on the top of a cliff, so the wind is always blowing, and it's always cold. Everything is uphill, no matter where you go, and a walk across campus is like some horrific fashion show.
Right now I can't feasibly see myself getting a job. Even/especially if I continue as a multimedia student. As it stands now I already know more than my media development professor. I'm trapped here in a little breadbox single and the only place to go is Starbucks. When I'm not in class I'm working at a job that pays me to sit and do nothing (both a blessing and a curse), or at Starbucks, or I'm sitting here watching movies or trying to create something on my computer that isn't a total piece of shit. I like to envision myself being successful in the future without considering how or what I'll do to get there. I'm too concerned with the future to be bothered with the present. But what do I know, I'm eighteen and this is normal.

pshhh nineteen doesn't get any easier
20 is when the shit REALLY hits the fan.